Thursday, November 8, 2012

me is sad TT^TT

May peace be upon you.

tak tahu kenape malam ni rase down.
think bout something maybe. ermmm
result?? nahhh, such a waste.
dont know. and dont wanna know. 
:)





Hey, Dad, look at me
Think back, and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I want to do?
But it hurts when you disapproved all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for
You can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

[Chorus]
'Cause we lost it all
Nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care any more
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you 
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's all right

'Cause we lost it all
And nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
And nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

tak tahu la if lyric ni synchronous dgn video tu or tak.
dont know. and dont wanna know..


assalamualaikum.





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Sunday, November 4, 2012

SUKIPT :3

assalamualaikum and and and happy 

S.U.N.D.A.Y.Y.Y!!



so harini gua nak cerita pasal kawan gua yg join s.u.k.i.p.t
sukipt?
ape itu sukipt?
xpernah dengar pon pasal sukipt??


hahaha. actually gua pon baru je dengar last month kot.
dy mcm sukan IPT lah.
nak tau lebih lanjut, ni hah gua bagi link....
...........................

*google lah sendiri. tak kan tu pon gua nak tunjuk*

hahahaha. 

so basically. dy baru je masuk SEMI final.
tapi kan, kire semi tu. gempakss lah kan.
gua bukan nak cakap ape lah. 
dy main ngan budak state, budak kebangsaan. . .
perghhhh. style gila kannn


sooo. as a friend. gua kagum dengan dy.
shes okay lah. nak cakap dy tu rendah dirii, ermmm.. dy memang rendah! hahaha
so, no komen lah kan.


heree, gua nak doa kan yg dy and dy punye team dapat masukkkk
FINAL. if Allah wills kay.




that mangse kejadian is her. hahaha.
yg lain tu team mate la. 


soooooo.
least i can say is. fightinggg!!!!
kalau ade rezeki, korang akan menang punye laaa. insyaAllah.








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Friday, November 2, 2012

start being AWESOME peeps

assalam.

hey hoo digidiii peeps. 
long time no blogging kan.



gaya pakai tudung baru.
gaya poodle nmenyer. hahaha :D
*please ignore my big and montel hand*

actually, dah lame sgt dah gua tak hapdate blog ni. 
*fuhhhh sawang saner sini. maklumlah dah namernyer laman sesawang. tak ke gitu. #lamejoke*

tergerak lah hati nak update pasal satu cerita ni.


around 3weeks yang lepas kan. gua mcm mental breakdown lah sikit.
exam.kawan.family.enemy.crush.lectures.notes.
semua tu bila tambah tolak bahagi campur rase mcm kene lenyek ngan lori treler tayar 18 pon ade jugak.
nak buat cmne. selamat lah gua tak diuji dengan ujian yg lebih berat dari tu. kan kan kan.

tapi sbb gua ni manusia. bile gua streess gua akaaaannn ...
akaannnnn . . . .
tak lain tak bukan. gua akan nanges and and and mengeluh...
*so not good attitudes kan*


and then, my friend. mcm bg nasihat lah kat gua.

"bile rase mcm semua org tak boleh dengar masalah kau. ape kater kau cerita kat org yg memang kompem pasti akan dengar masalah kau. who is it? Allah ya rabb. pencipta kita."

and that time, i was like.

"no la. my iman not as strong as urs. and blaaa blaaa blaaaa. *complaint complaint and keep on complaining*

hahaha. seriously. kawan gua mcm sgt memahami and dy bg direct answer yg gua rase,
ohh tak salah kot kalau aku cube...


and she said..


"lepas maghrib tu ape kater kau duduk kat tikar sejadah tu. cerita je. lepas je ape yg kau nak lepas. nangis je puas2. time tu, sebenanyer DIA tengah mendengar. dah habis cerita tu, kau biar je DIA yg decide. ape yg terbaik and ape yg tak. the rest is takdir."



method ni memang nampak macam alah simple je. tapi cube lah. lepas solat tu. duduk jap kat tikar sejadah tu. and cakap slow slow. cakap dalam hati pong boleyhh. tak yah lah dok melaung kuat2 macam laungan 1 MALAYSIA tu. itu kompem orang kater weng weng.. hehe.



macam ape yg kawan aku cakap
the rest is takdir


sentiase syukur dengan ape yg Allah dah bagi.
sentiasa tunggu hikmah behind every incidents.
sentiase sabar of cozzz. 



last but not least. a cute gorges awesome pic of me and my "friend".
hehehe :3









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