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assalam.

hey hoo digidiii peeps. 

long time no blogging kan.

gaya pakai tudung baru.

gaya poodle nmenyer. hahaha :D

*please ignore my big and montel hand*

actually, dah lame sgt dah gua tak hapdate blog ni. 

*fuhhhh sawang saner sini. maklumlah dah namernyer laman sesawang. tak ke gitu. #lamejoke*

tergerak lah hati nak update pasal satu cerita ni.

around 3weeks yang lepas kan. gua mcm mental breakdown lah sikit.

exam.kawan.family.enemy.crush.lectures.notes.

semua tu bila tambah tolak bahagi campur rase mcm kene lenyek ngan lori treler tayar 18 pon ade jugak.

nak buat cmne. selamat lah gua tak diuji dengan ujian yg lebih berat dari tu. kan kan kan.

tapi sbb gua ni manusia. bile gua streess gua akaaaannn ...

akaannnnn . . . .

tak lain tak bukan. gua akan nanges and and and mengeluh...

*so not good attitudes kan*

and then, my friend. mcm bg nasihat lah kat gua.

"bile rase mcm semua org tak boleh dengar masalah kau. ape kater kau cerita kat org yg memang kompem pasti akan dengar masalah kau. who is it? Allah ya rabb. pencipta kita."

and that time, i was like.

"no la. my iman not as strong as urs. and blaaa blaaa blaaaa. *complaint complaint and keep on complaining*

hahaha. seriously. kawan gua mcm sgt memahami and dy bg direct answer yg gua rase,

ohh tak salah kot kalau aku cube...

and she said..

"lepas maghrib tu ape kater kau duduk kat tikar sejadah tu. cerita je. lepas je ape yg kau nak lepas. nangis je puas2. time tu, sebenanyer DIA tengah mendengar. dah habis cerita tu, kau biar je DIA yg decide. ape yg terbaik and ape yg tak. the rest is takdir."

method ni memang nampak macam alah simple je. tapi cube lah. lepas solat tu. duduk jap kat tikar sejadah tu. and cakap slow slow. cakap dalam hati pong boleyhh. tak yah lah dok melaung kuat2 macam laungan 1 MALAYSIA tu. itu kompem orang kater weng weng.. hehe.

macam ape yg kawan aku cakap

the rest is takdir

sentiase syukur dengan ape yg Allah dah bagi.

sentiasa tunggu hikmah behind every incidents.

sentiase sabar of cozzz. 

last but not least. a cute gorges awesome pic of me and my "friend".

hehehe :3

(^~^) badakbijaks

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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# 1st story :3

dimulakan dengan BISMILLAH . . . . 

*bace style nasyid. hehe*

kali ni gua nak share yg sedeyh dulu,

well, coz, last is for the best right?

hewhewhew

so, gua ade geng move on la kat uia ni, name dy, aniss,

dengan dy, gua selalu share music pasal heartbroken la,

frankly, gua rasa diri gua creepy gila. hahaha

da heck la kan nak move on move on bagai,

sbb tiap2 malam dok stalker tweet si dia la,

stalk fb dy la,

pic yg dy post, gua dok save....

tang maner yg move on tu pon gua tak tau,

hahahaha

so, ni gua nak share la, lagu yg agak fun for heartbroken-ers out there,

hewhewhew

1st. Fix you by coldplay.

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

sbb gua suke lagu ni? sbbnyee..

crush gua suke lagu ni, hahaha

short n simple. hahaha

tak move on langsung kan,

no la. tapi kan kalau, hadam betul2 lagu ni,

ermmm, kinda, inspirational and motivational gaks la.

hahahahah.

partially because...

.... to be continued

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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hey hoo digidiiii ~

Peace be upon you!!!!

Ya Allah, lamenyer gua tak hupdate menatang ni, 

banyak gua nak story. banyak gua nak share.

cerita gua, ade la, heppi ada, sedeyh ade, perasan sendiri ade, hahaha. 

pakej you alls. hewhewhew :D

So, kali ni, kite buat marathon blog la.

engat marathon movie je boleyh?? hahah

ermmm, tau tak marathon movie tu hape?

marathon movie tu, istilah tgk movie tanpa henti oleh budak2 u,

yang tak sedar exam makin dekat,

still layan cite jiwang, nanges bagai. hahaha

kang x pasal, nanges bile dapat paper,

sbb result cam hampeh. -..-

*okay gua perli diri sendiri*

so peeps, well, tighten ur seatbell. and please, enjoy the ride :D

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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stranger will be?

well, assalamualaikum there :3

this is my story.

then

then

so here i am.

 here we are.

 ended like what it suppose to be.

and how it suppose to be,

(^~^) badakbijaks

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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me behind me :')

peace be upon you peeps :3

lets greet sya'ban with our smile and full of happines :3

behind every picture lies different stories, different characters, different intention.

it has hope in it, love in it, friends in it.

because there are something that hard to tell, but easily to write.

there are something that sound useless but it kinda priceless.

there are something that here and there.....

behind me.

its not a so-super-duper-amazing stories

it basically about ME. my FRIENDS. my CRUSH. my LOVE.

but i know, for some reasons, this not so-super-duper-amazing stories will lies in one heart.

that actually mean the WORLD for me :3

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sometimes, i felt like im not normal. cause i love my girlfriends more than my crush and my bff.

its making me kinda freak somehow, well i think.

but then, it sound legit enough. hehehe :3

(^~^) badakbijaks

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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yang penting ? hati :)

peace be upon you :3

friend or friends.

serious gua cakap ade beze doh friend and friend with S. maksudnye banyak kawan and ade sorg je kawan. kat sini gua nak ckp la. sometime org pandang kualiti tu penting, and ade sesetengah org pandang kuantiti tu yang penting. tapi ape guna ade ramai kawan tp sume haprak. bile susah bukannye nak tolong. lari and sibuk kutuk belakang ade la. mcm badak sumbu punye perangai pon ade jugak kan.

tapi tak semestiye ade sorg kawan tu dh mencukupi. probability utk di stab back mungkin kurang, tapi who knows yang bile yang SORG tu yang stab back, mak aih rase dy mcm ade jantung berlubang kot. sakit mak baq hang. okeyhhh. bagi gua la, pendapat personal gua. gua rase semua tu rezeki.

kalau dah Allah dah kun fayakun kan, kau ade kawan sikit. kau kene la redho. kalau Allah dah tertulis kawan kau ramai, kau kene la redho. every bende kat dunia ni ade pros n cons. kalau gua, gua bersyukur gua ade ramai kawan, kepala sama bulat perut je lain saiz. hehehe :3 

kawan2 gua cakap gua ni :

-overdose manje.

-muke kurang kasih syg.

-suke nangis.

-suke mintak perhatian.

n banyak lagi.

tapi bagi gua, gua mcm tu dengan dorg je. sbb gua tau, dengan dorg je la gua boleyh jadi diri gua yang cmtu. kalau gua buat ngan semua org perangai gua yg annnoying tu, confirm gua kene hantar g hospital sakit jiwa. hehehe :3 

ade kawan gua cakap. i mean, seriously kawan baik gua, 

gua nak dia heppy

gua nak stay sampai gombak ngan dy

gua nak jd rommate dy sampai bile2

gua nak lepak kat rumah dy

gua nak dy act cold kat gua sorg je

gua nak masuk syurga ngan dy, boleyh ngorat bidadara same2

hikhikhik :33

" rase loser gila bila kawan baik kau nangis, n kau x tau pape pon pasal masalah dy. walhal kau kawan baik dy.kau just boleyh dok sebelah and do nothing. "

-gua ade tambah meggi cukup rase bg rase dy sedap sikit- 

time tu gua sedar, gua ade kwn2 gua. gua ade org yg nak tengok gua happy instead of nangis sepanjang hari, mate bengkak, pretend to be happy and so so. gua ade dia. gua ade mereka. thanz dude,

you ollss (especially you) are the best chapter in my storybook :')

(^~^)badakbijaks

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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kawan gua nama dy zop.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim and assalamualaikum peeps :3

gua nak letak gamba gua yg comel.
so ni je la yg paling comel pon gua ade. hewhewhew :3

lama gila kan gua tak hapdate blog. bizi exam final kot. hahahaha.
hari ahad lepas2, kawan gua datang melawat. kalau gua reveal name dy, mesti nanti kecoh punya la.
tapi oleyh sbb gua ngan dy kire mcm BFF la kan. you jump, i watch and laugh. ( y so stupid nak mati sekali, bodoh ka hapa ) hahaha :3

gua sekarang prefer panggil kawan gua tu zop. so, zop la makeluk yg lawat gua.
masuk hari ahad tu, dah 2kali dia lawat gua. so gua mcm thankful gak la. yela, budak2 lain mne la nak lawat gua. hahaha. dy je yg sudi.

so nak jadikan cerite, malam tu dy mesej gua, tp gua tak perasan, tup tup fon gua mendengdangkan bunyi, tande ada incoming call. gua tengok name dy, gua senyum. standard lah kan. takkan gua nak maki hamun lak. hahahah :3 so, dy cakap dy nak datang. gua mcm okeyh je la. bukannye gua bizi pon. oleyh sbb last time dy dtg lawat gua, gua tak sempat mandi, gua suruh dy kejut gua dulu. bia gua kasi wangi2. baru gua tak segan nak jumpe dy.

then bile dy dah sampai, dy mesej gua, gua pon pergi la turun ukc ( name kafe kat uia ) mak aihh. 3 meje geng zop conquer. gua rase baik dy angkut sume budak METC terus. gua mcm segan nak dok celah kwn2 dy tu. takot iman gua tergugat. hehehe :3 so gua dok belakang, diteman kawan gua, fitrah ghani beruang gemuk mintak bulu dicukur. heheheh

dy dtg kat gua, bawak mcD. gua mcm terharu tergolek2. blushing pipi gua mcm kene sapu ngan cili merah. segan lah sikit. sbb ade kwn yg ibarat kater dy full of surprise. so end up, gua makan sekali ngan dy lah kan. banyak cerite je. pasal bende2 bodoh kitorg. about crushes, belajar, cara nak tackle awek, laki paling hot kalangan group gua n so so. tak berilmiah langsung topic perbincangan kami. hehehehe :3

then, dy bawak gua keluar jap, nak beli strap tok kaki. act, kaki kwn gua bengkak. so gua mcm risau sgt. gua tak nak dy sakit. so, kitorg gerak la gi JAYA ONE. sort of la, mamat ni agak pemandu yg berhemah. so okeyh la, gua masih bernafas lagi sekarang ni. so end up, dy bawak guitar, bajet nak gua nyanyi depan dy. tp sorry la bro, tangan gua shaking n you know why kan, ade mase, gua buat live kat kau ea. :33


so, thanz for everything kay. buang yg hitam legam, amik yang putih berseri kay :33

ni bil yg dy lupe nak buang -..-
tak ikhlas belanja gua la tu -..-

(^~^)badakbijaks

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adios amigos bace cotcet cotcet aku :P dunt forget utk menjadi kipas susah mati aku pulak ek :)

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